Achievement 2015

Hey guys, it's been really really long since I blogged. 

2015 is going to end soon, I'm sure you all have done something that have made yourself proud or you archive something. 

I'm never a sports person, basically I don't do sports. 

Since I'm not a sports person, Im not an active person in any activities. Untill last year end, my friends asked me to join cheerleading. Well, cheerleader? In everyone's perspective of cheer, is always "oh that girls a b*tch." "oh she's a slut" or whatever. Besides that, many people would always think that cheer is just a group of girls using poms and dancing around. Basically NO. Cheerleading is actually a sport that do dangerous stunts. 

Well I've never thought that I would be in my school cheer team. And I'd never ever thought that I was able to be a cheerleader, because I'm not a sports person. Well, this sport proved me wrong. I could actually do so many stuff. 

This season (2015) was a tough season, there's many teams that are stronger than us, and they have better routine than us and maybe potential to get into the top3 list. Well, we participate in two competition, that was C3 and Cheer 15. 

During C3, we did not did well enough to archive into top3 but we got a 6th place. Its kind of disappointed but also a motivation for us to do better for Cheer15. 

But who had ever thought that during Cheer15, we won Best Showmanship and got a 4th place. Although we didn't hit full routine but it's all worth it, all the holiday practices and extra practice. It was a wonderful season. 

Check out our routine!! 

C3

Cheer15

Vulcanz All girls striking blue, step a side  we're coming true!! <3

have a great day!! :D 

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tired of life x

Hey guys , it's been awhile.

Have you ever felt so sad just at a split moment, just sad and hurt but more likely to be sad. You feel so sad it hurts your chest, you can feel the aches slowly killing you inside. The pain so deep in your heart, it is killing you slowly in sadness. You're sad but you have no clue why or any reasons why you should be. You just feel so sad and it makes you want to cry rivers or even oceans and while crying, you just want to cry more and more every minute goes past. It hurts so much it is killing you in the chest and brain. You keep asking yourself why or reasons why you're like this, but you're just clueless, have no idea why. Have you ever just felt that way ever before?

Is it easy to leave someone you love without telling them? I don't get it, i don't get it how someone can erase you from their memory. I mean like is it so easy to forget a person. How someone can just delete your existence. How someone just walk past by you and pretend nothing actually happen between you both. How someone can actually completely forget about all of the memories you've made together. How someone can just get over you so quickly. How someone can just lie to your face, how someone can just lose feelings unexpectedly. How someone can change your your entire mood instant. How someone can walk away like you meant completely nothing to them. I really don't get it sometimes. Is it that easy? hmm I don't know why we drifted apart but we did, and i regret it. I want us to be friends again, like the way we used to be. I want us to stay up all night talking about what's on our heart, because no one can ever make me feel as comfortable as you, and no one has won my trust, the way you still do.

"let's just go back to the way we are"
by Ariana Grande // Honeymoon avenue

Honeymoon avenue // Ariana Grande 

Almost is Never Enough // Ariana Grande 

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Late greetings. 2014

It's been awhile .. heyyy :)

i'm really bored with my secondary 2 life

i miss secondary 1 life so much 

there's no stress in secondary 1 

how i wish i could go back to those time 

So have you ever heard of smiling depression? deep tho ..

What is smiling depression? 

smiling depression is an uncommon term; it is used to describe those who put on a fake smile to conceal their true painful emotions. People's with smiling depression feel worthless inside but choose not to show it because of the fear of being judged. it is all about confiding in a person you trust, recovery is the way forward and there is not anything in the world more important than that. your health comes first and does your happiness, time to speak up- Zeba Koli 

I had actually gone through this is really hard for me to move on that time. hmmm it's really pain indeed tho ..

You know when it's all over maybe when you feel more in love with your memories than the person standing in front of you. 

The most heart broken thing is when someone suddenly starts acting distant with you, for no reason. when things suddenly change without explanation. when a certain routine stops out of nowhere, and you're just stick in a situation when you don't know what to do, whether to move on and forget about everything because it looks like that the other person did it so easily or to confront them. this most probably happen either your partner or best friends i guess?

Chinese New Year is around the corner :D 

Lastly , this song makes me chilled every time i listen to it 

Crystalize by Lindsey Stirling 

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#2013Memories

Hey guys. Blogging again haha :P

2013 had gave me much to remember :')

Gonna miss those memories too.

#throwback2013memories :D

This was taken since June. They mean a lot to me, they gave me so much to remember . :)

They are some one that i don't wanna lose yeahh. 

And all these pictures below is taken during the last day of school 31.10.13 

This is Carissa. She mean a lot to me too. She's my phone call buddy :p

My tuition buddy 

strawberry chan, strawberry lover. The act cute king -.-

Quan Shuen :D suppp nigga ;p

Vivian, this flyer fly real high ;b

This girl is a truly higa and directioner fans. She fangirl over them. 

p/s she saw pewdiepie on omegle. AHHHH JEALOUS D;

sorry pictures kinda blur :d 

he's one emo nemo guy. Emoooooo. 

*melts* My handsome senior HAHAHAHA no :D jkjk 

The girl in the middle. she's a fish who swims in the pool. preetty girl :D

This girl is someone i can gossip with hahaha :p 

Last but not least, the last picture i took with them :')

Lastly, I'm gonna share this song. Enjoy! :)

"I know that we were mean to break, so what I don't mind"

stay the night by Zedd ft Hayley William 

Happy early Christmas Greetings

Hello. It's been awhile :)

so yea. I'm going to blog again :p

hmmmm. 3 more days till christmas , and i still don't have the christmas feel arghhhh. I guess i should wish you guys first. haha

Merry early Christmas :D

All I want for Christmas (cover by Megan Nicole)

So recently I had opened a Insta shop. I sell trendy accessories. If you're interested. Please do follow us on Instagram :) 

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Thanks for the support :D  

yay :p

So this holiday I've been watching Hong Kong dramas. Watched 'On Call 2' and 'My "sheng" Lady' 

In the same time i had found some songs 

it's a chinese song, from On Call 2, episode 27 and 28 

Since it's almost Christmas I shall post some christmas songs here. :D Because not putting Christmas songs it's too mainstream :p 

Have yourself a little Merry Christmas (cover by Megan Nicole)

Last Christmas (cover by The ready set and Kina Granis) 

Last but not least, Merry Christmas! :D

I'm lost in my life

Hi its been awhile. :)

Sorry that i have never update my blog. Busy for examinations. Please forgive me.

Have you ever love someone till you always cry yourself to sleep?

Have you ever cared too much for the someone special and get hurt without any reason? 

I guess everyone have been through this. 

Have you ever got ignored by someone like really badly? 

Have you ever regret something that you lose in your life? 

Have you ever got cheated by your partner? 

Have you ever been thinking of suicide?

Well i guess this is just life? or ever been really lost, you can't actually decide anything?

Some how i guess this is true :

you cared less people leave you,

you cared too much you hurt yourself.

What can we actually do to not hurt ourselves and don't let that soemone to leave you? Sigh. I guess should write some quotes? quotes of the day? should thank me? hahaha. just kidding :P I should thank you guys for reading heh. 

"The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke.

The girl who seemed strong, crumbled.

The girl who always laughed it off, cried.

And the girl who would never stop trying, finally give up."

"Love is not a love 

when you keep on 

crying and crying 

in the deep misery"

"if it doesn't 

break your 

heart, it isn't love."

Well if you love somebody?

Then listen to me. Set yourself free. Love is a beautiful feeling. Stop complicating it,

stop worrying that you will look like a fool and text them, show them that you love them. If you love somebody, love them with all your heart. Let them inspire you, scare

you, motivate you and give you goosebumps. Stop expecting to be loved in return,

If loving them makes you happy? Just love them. Show them what they mean to you.

Kiss them, Hug them, Send a cute text, Send a bouquet, Anything.

Because, at the end of the day.

When you look back, you will never have to regret or feel that you dint not try.

So if you love somebody? 

Let them know.

Not only lovers. Friend and family do t. :)

Live your life with no regrets, YOLO right? haha 

I guess that's all for today.

I will love you unconditionally. :)

Unconditionally by Katy Perry.