Have you ever felt so sad just at a split moment, just sad and hurt but more likely to be sad. You feel so sad it hurts your chest, you can feel the aches slowly killing you inside. The pain so deep in your heart, it is killing you slowly in sadness. You're sad but you have no clue why or any reasons why you should be. You just feel so sad and it makes you want to cry rivers or even oceans and while crying, you just want to cry more and more every minute goes past. It hurts so much it is killing you in the chest and brain. You keep asking yourself why or reasons why you're like this, but you're just clueless, have no idea why. Have you ever just felt that way ever before?
Is it easy to leave someone you love without telling them? I don't get it, i don't get it how someone can erase you from their memory. I mean like is it so easy to forget a person. How someone can just delete your existence. How someone just walk past by you and pretend nothing actually happen between you both. How someone can actually completely forget about all of the memories you've made together. How someone can just get over you so quickly. How someone can just lie to your face, how someone can just lose feelings unexpectedly. How someone can change your your entire mood instant. How someone can walk away like you meant completely nothing to them. I really don't get it sometimes. Is it that easy? hmm I don't know why we drifted apart but we did, and i regret it. I want us to be friends again, like the way we used to be. I want us to stay up all night talking about what's on our heart, because no one can ever make me feel as comfortable as you, and no one has won my trust, the way you still do.
"let's just go back to the way we are"
by Ariana Grande // Honeymoon avenue
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